the final boss

actually i want to post this earlier but the internet just upset. now i have finish tame her. lol well final moment in this place . the study week . and there's a lot to happen. some super damn shit happen to me. to be honest  i am the type of person who doesnt really take deeply to what people think about me. say anything about me. becoz this is myself. and i am the boss of me. the judging part is not for anyone to take. and i meant it ! that why  i keep calm. and keep moving . but i do care about when i was blame for sumthing that i done nothing.some piece of shit didnt understand btw proud and pride. i do accept when people say i am stupid . yeah i know it. i swallow it. but when they rise their head blame me for nothing that i havent done the actually me will come out . im sory but when i hate the hate will never stop . and there is a fren of  mine say to me that i was the who need to apologize becoz THE MOMENT OF TOGETHER GONNA END. then i'll say go fuck urself dude. i really sory. but i do have pride in me. and no one shall step in it. i dont care about it..  go ahead . hate me people. but i know i am the one who step in the right way. the immature mind thinking that we must forgive. and i call that hypocritical bullshit! how about  u were hurt by somebody and just becoz ur fren need u to apologize as a title that they were fren . and the shit out of u apologize to the person.but in the inside the hate and hurt combine creating a concrete wall. strengthen ur vengeful heart. and it showing that u have no respect to urself. u fight against ur BOSS, ur soul. so i am sory to tell that im out of that , i stay with myself. with my BOSS! 

soon afterwards the exam come. and i study like hell! i put some electrical charge to my brain . prevent my eyes from closing until 6 am, and directly take a shower and go for the exam. this shit happen continuously until the last paper. yeah this was the final boss! my last exam in this crap. i have to endure the pain and have the best for my future. and hell yeah, it was end. thank god for ur help . and i pray to u to give me the best result . amen!