FORGETING

STUPID DAMN DAMN. i just say to myself. its been 5 years and 5 months i admit that i cant forget her. damnit. as this day especially for all the supermom in the world so i take time to see all the picture of us. and i saw 1 picture of us with her. she stand next to my mother on my graduation day . i just cant understand my brain for having a hard time to remove her completely . suddenly i feel like to see how her day so far. she had block and unfren me afterall. so i am using my other account to see her facebook. well  as expected she already had someone to hold her close.  seem like they are so happy together. and "he" already working. so i just can smile knowing that she already had the best for her life with someone that can protect and taking a good care of her.so yeah i should take a funeral for this feeling.  after all the memories we had , i take a contemplation to realize that the space btw her finger its not meant to mine . whatever happen next, i just hope she will be happy as i will take my step to forget . in this post i will say that thx for letting me know the feeling of love. "god i dont pray for miracle to happen but i just hope she will be happy in her life and she will always take the right path to get the very best in her life." - my stupid prayer