DARK AND ME

a part of my hobby . waking up late.  . maybe not to wake up . i love dark . and only with sleep i will  free from sunlight. sumtimes i was wondering that what if this world exist  only at night? cool ! i just cant  stop thinking about it. dark . it was relaxing . trust me. the reason why i like dark so much .1st  mybe i dont have reason to love light. 2nd) i dont have reason not to love dark . 3) dark seal this world full of lies. 4)dark completely cover the light of pretend. 5) we cant see this awful life in dark 6) we dont need to see anything without light. we need only to care about ourself.. 7) dark is life. 8) and lastly maybe im a vampire.

obscure

 i sleep for almost 17 hours perday. i try to let my sweat-day to dry. damn  life. this study related thing killing me . and i cannot fit it in me. this shit keep overwhelming all over my damn life. i feel like a dead body . zombie, that why i taking my ways try to get me alive. sleep . i rather die in my sleep .  classes? yeah chained up my organ to function well. i cant breath . math physic? gimme a break .. i get caught in my lecture that im not there. who cares? nobody ! even me . i dont care at all . all people know is talk . talk talk and talk . yeah i feel it too . im a bad person  but u dont even know me and u judge me? hell on u dude. omegle? ya this thing is relaxing. everybody listen not talk .. i found that i only can share on it. this life is unfair , why does people  character  show only the negative side  in the sight of the others?  i dont get it. i get shaped like this so yeah . i know perfectly about myself and u dont have the right to judge me.  i like to become obscure. better than invisible. hate me? go on . i cannot stop all the people from pulling the trigger of hate on me. so yeah . being lightsome, hate me people. i take it. i swallow it..  at least i know what i am doing.people say we must do sumthing inside logical.u know what? sumtimes fuck logic. do what ur heart tell u not the word that change ur heart..if people try to correct me, keep it . cause i dont work for anyone. i am the boss of myself. i do my correction on my own . i would fight only for myself and love only myself. if people come to magnify the love than there is no other better world rather than this.

classes

classes, glasses? all doesnt suit me right. to be honest? its such a damn painn when u're given a ton of task and u must passed it out all together. so i am looking for space in this blog to release the sweating part of my days. this shit continue to happen .  well im not a guys  to really get in study . so yeah . im dyingg .  i just wish this to end .