obscure

 i sleep for almost 17 hours perday. i try to let my sweat-day to dry. damn  life. this study related thing killing me . and i cannot fit it in me. this shit keep overwhelming all over my damn life. i feel like a dead body . zombie, that why i taking my ways try to get me alive. sleep . i rather die in my sleep .  classes? yeah chained up my organ to function well. i cant breath . math physic? gimme a break .. i get caught in my lecture that im not there. who cares? nobody ! even me . i dont care at all . all people know is talk . talk talk and talk . yeah i feel it too . im a bad person  but u dont even know me and u judge me? hell on u dude. omegle? ya this thing is relaxing. everybody listen not talk .. i found that i only can share on it. this life is unfair , why does people  character  show only the negative side  in the sight of the others?  i dont get it. i get shaped like this so yeah . i know perfectly about myself and u dont have the right to judge me.  i like to become obscure. better than invisible. hate me? go on . i cannot stop all the people from pulling the trigger of hate on me. so yeah . being lightsome, hate me people. i take it. i swallow it..  at least i know what i am doing.people say we must do sumthing inside logical.u know what? sumtimes fuck logic. do what ur heart tell u not the word that change ur heart..if people try to correct me, keep it . cause i dont work for anyone. i am the boss of myself. i do my correction on my own . i would fight only for myself and love only myself. if people come to magnify the love than there is no other better world rather than this.