usual lyfe

hmm . . today i still alive .. still can writing sumthing on my blog . but i dont know what is it actually. it jus sumthing unknown creating a wall to my awesome thought . it not mean that my thought become narrow@......@

 all that i know that wat i gonna do is wake up eat eat eat on9 on fb read sumthing on others blog eat again ..i cant make any newbies on my daily schedule . shi* !what am i supposed to do ?every minutes and sec i was thinking about sumthing .but i cant explain what is it actually. HOMWORK? u gotta be kidding me. .holiday is the tyme for homwork funeral . lmao .

FYI

i got long distance sighted-ness! arrgggh ..damn glasses .  i dun want u .= =" but i need u .i dun wan to be nerdy-four eyes-face. lmao! i know that my fren will laugh up their sleeve if they saw me wearing that thing.

i not get a bed of roses now with my life . ouh i mean ..i think alot of things .that y i felt not very well in my daily laif.i need to get the root of this matter y can i feel happy jus like the others . i am happy as always but maybe 60% faked !  sumtimes i think im just a bad of egg ,coz i dun rely know what is exactly my lyfe would be . there is sum1 give her talk to me . she told me about her probs under the zink of her house . then i get silenced for a while and  i i .worst ! yes i am . and i know it . i am worst . but i keep my mouth shut from her and any of my fren . .well . the point u know about me is added . lol i dun rely lyke to share my real life to anyone . i got to faced this on my own .sharing is caring huh ?in this case for me sharing is nothing .i alwys had a dutch courage in my life . . maybe too highed from building a castle in the air. .but what can i do i need to paddle my own canoe.

ILYSDFM!

there is a nice couple .for sure , they loved each other .and one day , the boy ask his GF to live a day without him .no meeting and phone call . .and the girl accepted and keep it in mind .the girl know she has to take to one's heels for a few hours to say ily to her BF again .when a day passed ,worried fill on the girl-self. coz she didnt get any greet from her BF .she curiousity make her wanna go to her BF house . then after arrived, she ask her BF mother ."where he is?" all of sudden tears rolling down of her BF mother face ,she get inside and she was stunned for sumtimes .she cried  when she saw the boy already lie down in a coffin . she get closer and she sawa notes writed down "U DO IT BABY .... CAN U DO IT EVERYDAY?'

sh** . . !i miss her again .

omfg.wat hapen to me?sh**.sh**.sh**. i keep saying this .i rely duno wat hapen to me actually.my dream always wasted on her .haizz. sum1 can sow a seed 4 me ?i am out of think now.sometimes i see a red to myself .but what can i do ?its me .i need in a nutshell now but i cant + duno how.i listen to *MISERABLE AT BEST* while im doing this and it directly increase the level of thermometer of missy of mine.woaa..hmm soo sadd:( when my hp ringing i realy hope sumthing miracle happen but its just a stupid celcom promotion .hu.P.A.T.H.E.T.I.C,it is so out of question . and i know i t !in the nick of time i think about her again .maybe sumtimes people say is true .loving is like breathing .how can i stop?-until i find the finish line of me.i think sumtimes dream is like a snake in the grass. it is not supposed to be trusted . . butt when i try to put myself on the trusting level my face realy create a mere smile ! how was it ? it is jus like eating a ton of "peria" .u get soo full although it realy got sux taste .lol (actually for me).I  think i was to hit the nail in the head FOR writing this down .coz i know u also expirienced it dont u ? but i whatever it is i had to face the music. coz perhaps this is my worst punishment for L her until now. . .

people say only once in a blue moon u can get word "ily" from the true person . and i agreed with that . .becoz this things is not categorited in child's play but this is a things include no laughing matter at all .am i right?lol very funny . .sumtimes i cant look after for my tears .it quit from my eyes when i think i not supposed to be .in science , brain control the activity of our body but what about evry part of my body has their own brain ?what an alien .= =" i have to draw the line sumwhere for my tears to quit from my eyes .coz if i not i will ran out of it . . .or it will better .i realy hope she will see the light of me .if i has soo.if the dream is the only place that i can found her i hope i will never wake up again . (lol this redicilous)..

FAIRYTAIL-MOONANDWOLF-

do you know that both moon and wolf come from spirit world ?
long time AGO,  there was a moon and wolf from spirit world .they love to share their laugh together.
always lending their hand each other to solve any probs. one day . wolf fell to the moon. but he doesnt have enough courage to tell her, he keep it inside ,



a few moments later . moon ask the wolf "what if we cant see each other anymore?" then wolf get silenced for a sec. and whisper to the moon "it will never be" .directly moon creating a smile,,, a sign for her hapiness.
then moon ask the wolf for a flower .she say that the flower will become the the memories of them. wolf accepted.but the flower only exist in human world. but wolf willing to go only for her. suddenly the king of spirit world say to them  'dont ever let ur mind to go to the human world. coz there is no goin back when u enter there' tears rollin down moon face .she realized that she has lost sumthing special in her lyfe.


wolf found the flower! . but the way to the spirit world gone .he trying so hard to get the way back but it is useless .he will stay there forever .and thats why .when the full moon come wolf will howl. howling loudly hoping that moon will feel his loneliness and sadness. and for sure only for the one he love .

well this story  was mine .not faked. i make this story while watching XMEN-origin (^_^) lol

 

ijustaregular person

today im staying up late again. 4 what ?idunrely knoweither. but i know .i got alot of things stick in my brain.i just cant figure it out .my hp say to me"im soborink" nothink come to it. honestly everytime i feel like im just a man pretending to be happy person. smiling ?it not real. faked.

a few day ago ,i lost somebody in my life. what do you think wat i felt?i cant sleep all nite coz my pillow is too
 wet.and now i realize that i cant talk to him again.  somebody say to me that "LET BYGONE BE BYGONE" but i wan u all to know that nobody heal as fast as wolverine. now i need to stay in this way. keep smilin wheather they know or not. i ned time to recover my loss tears.

i dunnu wat this mean anywayXO

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iamdespressed

hmmm..dunno wat to say but ...it jus ..my holiday become so SUXX.aish,problem comes in a river flow !

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