usual lyfe

hmm . . today i still alive .. still can writing sumthing on my blog . but i dont know what is it actually. it jus sumthing unknown creating a wall to my awesome thought . it not mean that my thought become narrow@......@

 all that i know that wat i gonna do is wake up eat eat eat on9 on fb read sumthing on others blog eat again ..i cant make any newbies on my daily schedule . shi* !what am i supposed to do ?every minutes and sec i was thinking about sumthing .but i cant explain what is it actually. HOMWORK? u gotta be kidding me. .holiday is the tyme for homwork funeral . lmao .

FYI

i got long distance sighted-ness! arrgggh ..damn glasses .  i dun want u .= =" but i need u .i dun wan to be nerdy-four eyes-face. lmao! i know that my fren will laugh up their sleeve if they saw me wearing that thing.

i not get a bed of roses now with my life . ouh i mean ..i think alot of things .that y i felt not very well in my daily laif.i need to get the root of this matter y can i feel happy jus like the others . i am happy as always but maybe 60% faked !  sumtimes i think im just a bad of egg ,coz i dun rely know what is exactly my lyfe would be . there is sum1 give her talk to me . she told me about her probs under the zink of her house . then i get silenced for a while and  i i .worst ! yes i am . and i know it . i am worst . but i keep my mouth shut from her and any of my fren . .well . the point u know about me is added . lol i dun rely lyke to share my real life to anyone . i got to faced this on my own .sharing is caring huh ?in this case for me sharing is nothing .i alwys had a dutch courage in my life . . maybe too highed from building a castle in the air. .but what can i do i need to paddle my own canoe.