sh** . . !i miss her again .

omfg.wat hapen to me?sh**.sh**.sh**. i keep saying this .i rely duno wat hapen to me actually.my dream always wasted on her .haizz. sum1 can sow a seed 4 me ?i am out of think now.sometimes i see a red to myself .but what can i do ?its me .i need in a nutshell now but i cant + duno how.i listen to *MISERABLE AT BEST* while im doing this and it directly increase the level of thermometer of missy of mine.woaa..hmm soo sadd:( when my hp ringing i realy hope sumthing miracle happen but its just a stupid celcom promotion .hu.P.A.T.H.E.T.I.C,it is so out of question . and i know i t !in the nick of time i think about her again .maybe sumtimes people say is true .loving is like breathing .how can i stop?-until i find the finish line of me.i think sumtimes dream is like a snake in the grass. it is not supposed to be trusted . . butt when i try to put myself on the trusting level my face realy create a mere smile ! how was it ? it is jus like eating a ton of "peria" .u get soo full although it realy got sux taste .lol (actually for me).I  think i was to hit the nail in the head FOR writing this down .coz i know u also expirienced it dont u ? but i whatever it is i had to face the music. coz perhaps this is my worst punishment for L her until now. . .

people say only once in a blue moon u can get word "ily" from the true person . and i agreed with that . .becoz this things is not categorited in child's play but this is a things include no laughing matter at all .am i right?lol very funny . .sumtimes i cant look after for my tears .it quit from my eyes when i think i not supposed to be .in science , brain control the activity of our body but what about evry part of my body has their own brain ?what an alien .= =" i have to draw the line sumwhere for my tears to quit from my eyes .coz if i not i will ran out of it . . .or it will better .i realy hope she will see the light of me .if i has soo.if the dream is the only place that i can found her i hope i will never wake up again . (lol this redicilous)..